re evaluation time...

this past couple of months have been supposed to be dedicated to re evaluating my feelings for my ex and finding out what i really need and want. if i want a relationship? if i do get into a relationship do i want it with her? its been a lot of just thinking about hooking up lately and i have not been thinking long term. when i try to holler at a girl, the first thing that comes to mind is if i see her in m future. not really how her ass is so fucking nice or her tits are catch my eye. as much as i really want to get back with her, i wanna see what my options out there are. i think matthew perry put it in a good way. i think he said something along the lines of that there are many miss perfects but its a matter of running into them. hmmm.. anyways it way too late to be up right now. insomnia is a bitch..