whisper..

hella feeling the song "whisper"by ernie halter. the lyrics are how i feel when im all alone. its basically about how i feel like i made a mistake with my break up. and how i wish god can whipser in her ear, i want her back. my life is in such a see saw. at one point i can be at a high then at a low and im essentially stationary when im in this up and down motion. i need to go places, meet people and get oof this damn see saw. i want to see the world, live life with no regrets. when i think about this song i just feel like im gonna stay on this see saw. but i know i will got over this. i have a direction and just need a little push and i think i have been getting that push from all my friends and family. i love them for it and and truly thankful i have them in my life. don't get me wrong, i love my ex to death but i just need some me time.. and maybe a little me and someone else new time =/