recurring dream..

so i left my place hella early this morning so i would have good parking at work. i get to work a little more that an hour before i start and i take a little nap before i go in. pretty standard morning for me except i was actually able to fall into a deep enough sleep to dream. it was pretty much the same dream that i have been having the past couple weeks. this time i encountered my ex in the bedroom and she was no different from how anytime i've seen her. in all honesty she is not like a mega super hottie, but she is a beautiful woman. i was immediatly attracted to her in my dream. i didn't focus on her breasts or butt, but more her face. she said, "please forgive me, i love you and you know it. i know you love me too. why can't we be together?" in my dream i said how i actually feel about her and that is that i feel like i made a mistake and i did want her back. but i know that i still can't get over what happened and i just need to forget her. anyways to continue with the dream, we end up being all lovey dovey and just go about our day like nothing the past couple weeks had happened. among the regular things we would do when we had time together was sex. as the day progress so did my horniness. the last time she came over my place, we had sex and i was just whatever about it. i feel hella bad about how i broke up with her. i just feel like i broke her heart and it's all i think about. so throughout the dream it was a major love session. all i did while we were doing it was look at her beautiful face. =/ then i returned to reality as my alarm on my cell phone rung. i had a hella hard erection and i was just sad that it was all a dream. hmm.. i gotta get through this i did this to myself and to her. what do i do?