on the week of valentines..

so this year i have no valentines but what i do have are really cool friends. as we are all single, we are hopefully planning to have dinner next week thursday. i just sent and invite to them for the SF chefs first crab week where there are a bunch of bay area restaurants that feature crab on their menu for the week. i am not all that sure if this idea will fly with them but i thought i would be a good idea to do that since it is a limited time kinda thing. we were also looking to go to the slanted door which we hear is also a pretty good place to eat.

so i an totally on this other girls jock at work. she is super cute, nice teeth, cute petite little butt (i know shouldn't be looking but i do) and just a down ass chick. i think she is looking for a man for some strange reason. i get this vibe that she is jocking me. i dunno it may be me feeling confident from all the wokring out i have been doing but i just feel like she is attracted to me. as i am to her as well. she is cool. i just don't know how to go about asking her out. i have been thinking about things to do in the city like the SF ballet, museums, restaurants, shopping, etc.. to see what kind of things she is into. so far she is a mystery. its a challenge but a good thing i guess. i think i may be a too cool with her though. i am like the opposite of aggressive and its just killing me to see her just standing there. i do like her though. i also think i spilled too much baggage on her too. i told her the whole situation with my ex and my fam and it just kinda downs our relationship sorta. anyways i think i may be overthinking the situation too much. maybe i should just ask her out. im pretty sure she would be down so, what is there to lose.

ok well as for my lifestyle, its been work, school, gym, sleep and repeat. the gym is really making my confidence go up as well as my energy. so i shall post again later on my life.

currently stuck on the heinrich maneuver by interpol.
- on this tip of just letting go of her. feels bittersweet..