if you don't already know..

im drunk.. =) so today i started it off with calling in sick to work. it was quite refreshing to just call in and say, "ooohh i'm not feeling well"... hahhah so i did that and went back to sleep. it was awesome. but in return i faced yet another problem. my friend from college had gotten into a car accident this past week and passed away. there was a prayer at, of all places, my ex-girlfriends apartment. it was an weird experience. we prayed the rosary and that in and of itself was a trip. as it was being prayed, not so many prayed along, so i was one of the lone prayers that followed along with it. as my luck would have it, my exgirlfriend was the leader. after all that prayer business, was when we all shared our thoughts and memories of our fallen homie. following that we just went about our business chit chatting it up with folks. as it was awkward for me being there, i naturally outkasted myself from everyone. i may have looked like a dick but i was just observing and thinking about the whole situation. i was really uncomfortable with this whole thing. i have not seen my ex in like almost 6 months. it was hard to be there with all that was going on. i was just at a lose for words so i left.

after i left i remembered, i had received a missed call from my other homeboy. UFC, main event as bj penn vs. gsp. it was dope. anyways i after the fight i called up my homegirl and we went to milk. pretty good time. spent like an hour there then headed home after an encounter with some acquaintances. after that im home now. ready to sleep. i prollu woulda wtoe more but im tired. love you world. good night