so to take my mind off the whole bidness with my ex, i made a mixtape. it is really helping alot with my feelings, its mainly a lot of songs about the art of courting. on top of that, there are a couple songs, in particular the first and last songs, that represent confusion and conflict about what to do in the situation.
the first track is kanye west's new jam love lockdown. this song really speaks to me because its so complex, the feeling that is. and these feelings are just a reflection on my own about my ex. the songs begins with, "i'm not loving you the way i wanted to". and that is exactly how the relationship was turning into. my feelings changed so much after that dreaded day. so much more of the song was true in my life like, "what i had to do had to run from you","i met no one new","but i've got love for you but i'm not loving you".. an so much more..
i will continue this mxtape analysis.. so hungry and must get ready for work!
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