called in..

ok its past midnight. yesterday was a weird day for me. first of all i called in sick for work. first reason i did this was because i was actually not feeling well. secondly i just needed a day of rest. i have been getting worked. that past couple of weeks i have been stressed and caught up with this insane workload dumped on me from sick calls, poor scheduling, and just working with certain people. it has gotten to the point where my manager has had to point out my mistakes that i have been making within my duties. its bad.. well i took the day off to just rest up and bring some sanity back to my life. i woke up today around 8 to call in, and got out of bed like 1030ish. i made some noodles to go with my leftovers from the slanted door. such yummy food and great scenery from there. anyways, ate that, and kinda lounged around for like 2-3 hours. i needed to just destress myself and lounging was what i needed sorta. then i decided to go shopping. i know i shouldn't be out and about when im sick but whatever. i made my way to the san mateo area. so since i received my costco rebate from the american express i opened up there, i decided to browse the store for any goodies. that was unsucessful so i headed to the macys down the road for their one day sale. i walked in and found that there were some awesome deals so i walked outta there with a couple large shopping bags full of stuff. with me were new dress shoes, ties, a coat and 2 sweaters. pretty good. but as i was shopping i received a call from which i did not recognize. it was from the east bay somewhere. at first i didn't think nothing of it. then after calling it back, i became anxious.

as i called the number back, a familiar voice answered telling me that they would call me back even before i had anything to say. after that i call, i knew it was her, my exgirlfriend. it was making my day just a whirlwind of emotions. i didn't know why she was calling me but out of courtesy i answered the call back she was gonna give me. she wanted to apologize for acting the way she acted when i saw her last week. i am such a push over and said o yeah its ok, don't worry about it. she continued to tell me that she was going through some things and didn't want to see me. she not really ready to see or talk to me at all. she told me she changed her number not because of me but because someone was harassing her. it made me concerned and suspicious at the same time. but it was just so out of the blue. if i was working today i would have never got the missed call or anything. hmmm.. well in between all this my homegirl helped me with controling my emotions. im so appreciative of her and she has been such a good friend. well after that, i got some brewskies and chips, watched the warriors game and some NCAA action at my friends place in the mission. after all that, i just headed home. there are places where i could have gone, but im just so.. confused.