picking up the pieces..

so much has happened the past couple weeks. first was vegas.

i went with a couple of girls from grammar school that i have been hanging out with the past couple months. it was a pretty good time considering the belief that would've been awkward for me to be kicking it with a bunch of girls. one of the girls brought her boyfriend and that was nice to have some testosterone in the room. the first night we went to tao. to save some money we pregamed in the room, goose all the way! the night was a blurr.. when we left the club, all i remember was having two of the girls on my arms as we walked back to palazo. we got back to the hotel room, i woke up and having a very bad recolection on the night. the other guy staying with us was asking about some gatorade and i suggested walgreens. and he was like yeah i know we were just there last night! haha.. anyways after composing ourselves we left the room to head out for breakfast and the pool. it was a nice sunny day.. laid out all day and i got dark. went back to the room, napped, and went to outback steakhouse for dinner. gambled and headed back to the hotel for night 2. as the ladies were getting ready, me and the other dude drank.. i drank so heavily, i didn't recall where we ended up the next day! anyways, we went to tryst at the wynn. it was a pretty nice place as far as i remember. we danced and danced, it was just a blurr again. what i do remember was leaving the club with one of the girls just me and her. she wasnt feeling too good so she gave me her shoes, and we walked back to the room. this girl is one of hte chicks that i have been jocking for super long. she has been hitting me up prior to this almost every weekend. she has been been giving me hella mixed signals and i just play it by ear. like she is just a cute ass down women that i would like to hook up with. i dunno if i wanna be in a relationship with her but, i do like her. i like spending time with her and all that junk. anyways she wasnt hung up in my arm, we held hands all the way to the room.. this is just too much for me because i just end up over thinking this hand holding thing. its sweet and innocent but i dont think she wants that. anyways. she is fun.. next day rolls around, fly back to sfo.

monday.. call in sick, watch hella movies from the redbox at safeway. have dinner with the coworkers and fill them in on the weekend. i love my coworkers for real. they are always down to kick it and find me to be their source of entertainment and fun. we go to the gorilla bbq in pacifica and it was damn good.

tuesday comes around and i just fall into a trance of work. that was day 1 of 9.. i slowly fall apart and when the day i get off comes around. i just spend it driving around finding out MJ dies.. friday.. saturday. sunday. work, work, work.. last night graveyards and the same with tonight. got this schedule til thursday night.

too tired to continue so i will later.