down in the dumps..

so i get a call last night around 11pm from a good college buddy of mine. he used to be my boss at macy's and help out with the club me and my friends were apart of. anyways i usually wouldn't be getting calls from him this late so i was curious as to why he was calling. i pick up, in his usual normal fashion he tells me our other homeboy past away earlier that day. car accident. last i heard he was engaged. it was quite shocking to hear even that news. he was having problems with his lady at the time and it was just so unexpected. but aside from that, it showed that love stands through really bad times and patience is a quality that just overcame their adversities. anyways, after i hear about his engagement, the next time i hear about him is this... sadness for real. anyways he was a cool guy, i had no real problem with him. he was just an average guy that i had a couple good memories with. i remember he took me to a secret surf spot and where he said he was a dolphin, played dynasty warriors till the early morn in his old apartment, balled it up at the courts on meder st. hella stuff. hmmm.. so yeah that accident, he didn't make it and fortunately his fiance and his fiance's child survived. sadness..

just that night before i spent some time with some of my roommates from college and they seemed stressed out out of their minds about their jobs. i mentioned them because we all did live with our now deceased friend. hmmm.. today has been a trying day. i shal sleep and blog about why in really down in the dumps.