dreams..

the past couple nights i have been having some crazy dreams. wednesday night i think, i remember having a dream about sleeping with my classmate/ co-worker. nothing sexual or too inappropriate but just going to bed, spooning. when i was with my lady, i hella thought about how it was to be single. with that feeling i had crazy thoughts about hooking up with so many different people including her. i started talking to her, like just friendly talk, more when she and her man had some problems. but she ended up back with her man and we're now just classmates and co-workers. so i dunno what this all means but i think i have been hella lonely lately, last night i had a dream and it included me and her, my former significant other. i woke up so sad, hurt. i woke up to the reality of the situation. in my dream we were together nothing wrong with our relationship. we were both happy just chillin on the couch with her in my arms. at this point i am now crying typing this down. it makes me so sad to just get back to reality.